wah thee fuk mann

im so tired of tryin i love ppl =/ i kno im not the best at showcasing emotions but damn if i hear "u dont love me" or "i dont kno how u feel about me" and etc etc one more time ima snap. i kno far as outside wise i come off very stand offish and i keep alot to myself but if i say i care and etc etc please believe i do.. i dont say it jus cuz that wat u expect me to say.. i really dont care, YOU WILL kno i dont care. i swear i dont have the best luck wit relationshipz.. im emotionally inapt for that shyt lol... i havent like a guy since high school (for those that dont know im bisexual =D ) and i ended fallin for my best guy friend.. who in the end chose another girl over me.. and im cool with that..but that fact he did it after i told him i was in love with him.. and he told me he was in fact love wit me for the second time.. so he sayz cuz i dont remember the first time...must have went over my head that day lol but yea he didnt even tell me he had girl..i kinda figured it out on me own..and when i saw the picture of him and her kissing ( u kno the typically "we in love" pic ppl be puttin on the myspace) i took that shit to heart.. and not to mention the pic of her he had wit the real mrz. _____ under it...like a week prior to that he was callin me that shit..so im like was that shit aimed at me? but itz whatever i guess im over it now..but cant lie he crosses me mind sometimez. cause overall i lost me bestfriend. (sigh) and dont get me started on femalez lol but ehhh i love girlz wish is still weird being that i cant stand femalez.. haha weird me right but that is all for now



oh yea i love this song even thou im not a jay z fan... yae killed this shit yo